Contemplate.
Stop for a while.
Give all the strenght.
End of it.
I'm tired.
Tired in living up the expectation.
Utterly tired with the ideas of others
but not mine.
In the end, I forget how to be myself again.
I don't know how to feel the same way as back then.
" The problem with my life was that it was someone else's idea" [Ari]